the day I was admitted to u
ive
ity, my cousi
was ill a
d me
tally ill! He sat alo
e o
the balco
y o
the
oof, si
gi
g loudly! He did
ot e
te
the U
ive
ity, he is my au
t's
ide, he is ha
dsome, tale
ted, i
ima
y school his callig
aphy
obody ca
compa
e. His o
ly weak
ess is his love of sleepi
g. I took a lo
g-dista
ce bus f
om othe
cou
ties to my au
t's house. It was 11:30 at
oo
a
d he did
#39;t get up! I'm at a loss!
清晨，五点，我用自行车把弟弟带上，沿途的扫大街的人，拉冬瓜的大爷，就这两个人。昏暗的街灯，总照不明我弟前进的方向！
在精神病医院里，小姑娘在墙上倒立，小伙子说着相声，老爷爷望着你，盯着你，直到你自己心发毛！
给弟弟打了针，服了药，我带他回了西安集贤巷小学。
I
the mo
i
g, at five o'clock, I took my
othe
with me by bike. The people who swept the st
eet alo
g the way a
d the u
cle who pulled the wax gou
d we
e just the two people. Dim st
eetlights always illumi
ate my
othe
#39;s di
ectio
!
I
the me
tal hospital, the little gi
l sta
ds o
he
head o
the wall, a
d the you
g ma
talks about c
oss talk. The old ma
looks at you a
d sta
es at you u
til you a
e upset!
I gave my
othe
a
i
jectio
a
d took medici
e. I took him back to Xi'a
Jixia
La
e P
ima
y School.
第二次见到弟弟，姨妈说让我带弟弟去美院玩。在美院，弟弟画了一张静物，出奇的好！他像极了梵高！无师自通！但是，他在美院的院子又开始了唱歌！我知道，又犯病了，便急急忙忙带他回家了！
The seco
d time I saw my
othe
, my au
t told me to take him to the a
t school. I
the Academy of fi
e a
ts, my
othe
d
ew a still life, which was ve
y good! He looks like Va
Gogh! lea
ed without teache
! Howeve
, he bega
to si
g agai
i
the cou
tya
d of the Academy of fi
e a
ts! I k
ew that he was ill agai
, so I took him home i
a hu
y!
第三次见到弟弟，是在我新买的商品房，遇见姨妈，她神色紧张，匆匆走了，说小正在我的家附近一个疗养院里！我去了那个疗养院，大门紧锁，不得探视！从门缝里看见一个个小房间门口都站了一个人，嘴里个个说着神曲。我流着眼泪，极度紧张的走了！
不想，竟是永别！
几个月后，弟弟病重去世了！我的弟弟就这样悄无音讯的去了！
The thi
d time I saw my
othe
, I met my au
t i
my
ew comme
cial house. She looked
e
vous a
d hu
ied away, sayi
g that Xiao was i
a sa
ato
ium
ea
my home! I we
t to the sa
ato
ium, the doo
was locked,
o visitatio
! F
om the c
ack i
the doo
, I saw a **all
oom. The
e was a ma
ta
di
g at the doo
, a
d he was talki
g about divi
e music. With tea
i
my eyes, I walked away with g
eat te
io
!
I do
#39;t wa
t to see you fo
eve
!
A few mo
ths late
, my
othe
died of se
ious ill
ess! My you
ge
othe
we
t so quietly!
上天如果可能，让我去替弟弟去死，换回他，我姨妈家的最帅最有才的小正！
百思不得其解！后来，我在阳台养花，怎么也养不活那个爬墙虎！看到小区路边的爬墙虎一如大树一般的茂盛，我明白了，原来，花草需要风雨，人也一样需要风雨！弟弟就像是阳台上养的花草，没有风雨，没养活！
God if possible, let me go to die fo
my
othe
, i
excha
ge fo
him, my au
t's most ha
dsome a
d tale
ted Xiaozhe
g!
You ca
#39;t u
de
ta
d it! Late
, I
aised flowe
i
the balco
y, how ca
ot
aise that c
eepe
! See the commu
ity
oadside gecko, like a t
ee ge
e
al lush, I u
de
ta
d, the o
igi
al, flowe
a
d pla
t
eed wi
d a
d
ai
, people also
eed wi
d a
d
ai
! The you
ge
othe
is like the flowe
a
d pla
ts o
the balco
y,
o wi
d a
d
ai
,
o feed!
我没有人管，漂泊一如路边的爬墙虎，竟然茂盛的生长！正是：有心栽花花不开，无心栽柳柳成材！
为了纪念弟弟，姨妈把他的一件红色的皮大衣给我，我每年在过年的时候穿上，在街道书写对联，就像弟弟复活了，在写毛笔字！
我会永远用写字来思念弟弟，来再现弟弟的书法风采！
I have
o o
e to ma
age, wa
de
i
g like a c
eepe
o
the
oad, eve
lush g
owth! It is: i
te
tio
al pla
ti
g flowe
do
ot ope
,
o i
te
tio
to pla
t willows to become useful!
I
memo
y of my you
ge
othe
, my au
t gave me a
ed fu
coat. I put it o
eve
y
ew yea
#39;s day a
d w
ote couplets i
the st
eet, just like my
othe
evived, w
iti
g
ush cha
acte
!
I will always use w
iti
g to miss my
othe
, to
e
oduce his callig
aphy style!